I recently returned to see Lujan Matus again and learn more of the system that he offers. I had learned the dragon’s tears and energy tapping six months before and felt there should be more still. Something in me didn’t feel complete after the last visit and while I could readily perceive the benefits of what I had received, I knew I needed something else.
He structured exactly what I needed with the time I had available. I had two weeks and adjusted the Dragon’s Tears and Energy Tapping I had first learned and undertook the Lotus Series and Jaguar Series training. These are designed to be combined with the tears and tapping to magnify the sessions daily. I was surprised that there was anything to add to either initially, but when we began, I realized that both would have been very difficult for me to have remembered in their completion before, so he had summarized them.
The Energy Tapping was challenging as it usually is, but I achieved much more throughout the day as far as overall energy than I had before. Everything became consolidated into one really intense daily series, with an added energetic compacting set which I find extremely enhancing, this set is very strengthening. At one point I saw the nagual’s energetic double amidst this.
The lotus series which integrates with the second half of Energy Tapping, but is strong in itself equated to become another powerful addition which is a daily necessity now for me to feel really awake and balanced. There is a soft yet enduring intensity that I experience now which lasts throughout the day which is exactly what I had been seeking. The Dragon’s Tears also had much more to them which increased their effects.
I had difficulty learning the Jaguar series as I have not undertaken much martial arts instruction and Lujan Matus adapted to this by dissecting the form into slow and manageable portions as well as utilizing some awakening swirling movements from the dragon’s breath series which as with the jaguar movements were very potent and immediate in their effects.
I was tired from not having had much sleep coincidentally and I began to have involuntary energetic responses. The nagual saw some white energy which looked like lightening emit from my finger and I began projecting and employing destabilizing techniques I had learned as a child to effectively manage my circumstances. Just one set of movements and I had achieved more than I had with the rest of the system as far as revealing something unseen about myself, yet I was fully aware of what I was doing despite having no intention in doing it.
Old memories surfaced and I began feeling unusual and unhinged. There was orange fire whipping out of my eye he saw used to lash out and suppress. “ That’s interesting, “ he said. “ I’ve been waiting for something like this to come out of you, but it hadn’t until now, this is great. “
I could see the benefit in what he was saying and felt something like a snake inside me ready to strike, it was a form created to fit past circumstances, which had endured, relations and tolerances which should have been adjusted and foregone which had not. But I had talked off and on for nearly three years with him and never had I felt at all uncontained like this.
Something invisible had been shaken free and I felt this was truly progressive for me and saw what had been hidden clearly. Something I had not supported or allowed had invaded and become mine. I discussed with Lujan what had led me to adopting these techniques and he helped reveal how I had been altered and why. This led me to a profound sense of release which aided me in navigating beyond that unseen mold.
I was surprised when he said that very few people had learned the framework of the system which was what I had started. I had been under the impression still that many had learned this entire series, or at least most of it. I again feel compelled to recommend to anyone to see him and if you already have to return as everything becomes much more rewarding. I intend to continue to learn from him again as soon as possible.
Thanks again Lujan Matus