Parallel Perception

Holy freaking Fire Turtles!

Energy Tapping comes as a shock and demands what you’ve always wanted to experience: a total, primal engagement, pushing beyond your limits .

Starting with a chi activation sequence, Energy Tapping begins moderately but efficiently, with a strong pulsation of chi arriving immediately in the arms. Next is primordial activation, which was a big challenge for me as it is all about arm and upper body strength. Wake up call!

I have always wanted to be as agile as a monkey though so even if it was hard it appealed to me to push myself, and I had to.

On the very first round of the nine sets of Upper Vest Compression I was struggling with nausea and dizziness. I couldn’t wait for it to end and it was just the beginning. Upper Vest Compression is very demanding, particularly in terms of engagement of will to stretch our limits. The same movements can be approximated with practically no effect but when fully assumed they seem to take on epic, survivalist proportions.

What steps in to ‘protect’ our righteous sense of personal comfort from these unexpected onslaughts tends to be very revealing and becoming aware of those responses is just one of the amazing benefits of this practice. I had to struggle against internal resistance, knowing I had to go on if I really wanted to make a change. It was not so much my body as my conditioning, not accustomed to that level of exertion, that was complaining.

On that first day I was talking to myself about how it would all end soon and I would have a choice to not do it any more and how that was what I would do, preferably as soon as possible. And that was exhausting, and unnecessary. I am so glad to have had the chance to continue the training and arrive at a different attitude towards integrating it in my daily life, because the first way was self-limiting and lazy, which is exactly what I need to overcome as it is just not who I am. I felt this ‘mummy suit’ dropping away as the days went by, revealing myself to be much stronger, clearer and more physically resourceful than I had allowed myself experience before and making me determined to build upon and not lose sight of this in the maelstrom of ‘normal life’.

The second half of the session is all practiced in horse stance. It is super-intense and incredibly efficient in moving energy. I sweated as though I was doing cardio whilst mostly standing still, just moving arms. It was hot weather but I think this would happen in any temperature.

At moments you feel your whole lower body turn to steel and ‘bone-strengthening’ taking place before your very senses. Chi flows like lava all over the place - without a doubt, it’s working. Activation of centers such as the solar plexus, the heart and the third eye happens noticeably the first time you do it and the sensations get stronger every time.

On the second day of training I could barely lift my arms in the morning and dressed myself like an old lady. When I saw myself in the mirror I was shocked by the transformation of my upper body. I was looking compact and strong! Literally overnight I had arms I had never seen before in my life.

I had a break after the second day of Tapping as I had originally come to learn Dragon’s Tears and it looked like I might not absorb everything properly because in Tears there is so much detail to pay attention to and the intensity of Tapping was leaving my ‘body brain’ a bit shell shocked in the afternoon.

What was crazy was that for the rest of that week my body did not stop transforming the whole time. Normally if I do something I’m not used to the lactic acid and after effects last for two or three days. This was six. I was practicing Dragon’s Tears and walking around town during that time, but nothing else, and my newly muscled arms kept getting more definition. It was kind of weird, and great! I was impressed with the results.

My second round of Tapping the week after was a whole different experience. The first day was challenging but I was not looking forward to the end with the semi-desperation I had the first time because the movements had become enjoyable to me.

Having had three experiences now of ‘recommencing’ after a break of day or several days, I know that the first day of a new cycle is challenging. It feels ‘too much’ and it’s tempting to cave in. Luckily Lujan won’t allow that and this is an education within itself. This is work I can and must continue now myself. When you push through you end up somewhere better and it quickly feels natural to be demanding this level of engagement from yourself.

The training actually becomes pleasurable. There is something deeply satisfying about all the exercises and the way they flow from one to another that makes you want to go back for more.

At the end of the whole practice I often felt like a ‘pre-cog’, those super sensitive psychic humanoid beings that live underwater in the film ‘Minority Report’ (if you have seen it). Everything was slightly surreal, the light very bright and things like plants were glowing. It was an interesting conclusion to such intense physicality.

I love learning with Lujan on so many levels. It is the best thing I have done in a long time and not a moment too soon. I would recommend it to anyone that wants to break through their personal limitations and get in touch with their essence.

If you want to prepare at all for your Tapping initiation, I was really glad that I’d done a little work on my abs (Pilates abs workouts) and some arm strengthening - a few push-ups, more would have been better! Whatever you do though Tapping is likely to be a shock to your system as the point is to go beyond your own limits so wherever you are at you will be asked to go further and this is the true magic of this practice.

Happy Tapping !

Naomi Jean
France
naomi.jean@gmail.com

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Learning Dragon’s Tears is a very direct way to develop an active relationship with chi, or the energetic currents that flow within our body and in the world at large. For me, these sessions of Dragon’s Tears have been the most unmistakable experiences of chi that I’ve ever had. I have practiced many forms of movement including Swimming Dragon, Capoeira, Yoga and various forms of dance, all of which were highly enriching and challenging in different ways, but none of which had the immediacy of the energetic effects of Dragon’s Tears, especially when combined with Tapping.

Dragon’s Tears surpasses ordinary physical practices. This series has magical qualities that become apparent when practiced and powerful upon refinement. What is transmitted within the movements is layered and subtle, extending beyond what meets the eye and drawing one into alignment with a mesmeric flow of shamanic purpose.

Informed by an in depth knowledge of the functional (muscular, nerve and energetic/meridian) systems within the body as well as the adept application of age-old martial techniques, Dragon’s Tears’ origins are clearly ancient and more than a little mystical. Practicing brings into play our intimate connection with a vast and unfathomable universal network, sensed through the energetic link that arrives into our hands and surrounds in ribbons and forcefields, becoming startlingly obvious at times.

I have been learning Dragon’s Tears for the last three weeks and I can feel that I am becoming more contained and potent. I’ve tasted new levels of intuition and dreaming that I am certain are linked to this practice and which for me are very encouraging signs that I am on the right path. I am grateful to have the opportunity to dive right in to such interesting aspects of experience through the discovery of these movements.

The form itself is fairly detailed to learn but such is it’s essential nature that the body is compelled to remember and perform the sequences with uncanny magnetism. I have been surprised by how quickly myself and others were able to absorb so much bodily and energetic information.

Electromagnetism plays a big part in the practice as all movements address different levels of the whole organism, including chakra centers, internal organs, articulations and bone marrow. Gestures glide along currents and channels that draw the hands into the right place and define points of arrival, felt as pressures, edges and even walls of energy that guide the precision of ones movements.

The relationship with chi becomes absorbing and enjoyable as it tingles and dances in the hands, strong and present yet delicate and elusive. There is a fine line to be found - clearly indicated when practicing by the sensations that appear - between activation and allowing. If the hands are too relaxed, no energy comes. The gestures and mudras must be ‘activated’ at all times and the form practiced with full engagement. At the same time if the movements are overstated this disallows the reception of that which arrives. Attempting to forcefully elicit the process yields no result other than a blunt experience of that exertion.

These are powerful living metaphors which, when experienced as a bodily truth, are deeply absorbed as life lessons: known without needing to be explained and more fully understood than through the medium of the mind.

The sensations of drawing, absorbing and cooperating with chi are very agreeable and make you want to dive deeper into this subtle yet powerful exchange. The motivation to continue is invited and rewarded as the intricacies that facilitate the true magic within the movements are fascinating to discover, unlocking wellsprings of energy and sensitivity. As the practice deepens you begin to forget yourself in the sorceric flow that is the true hallmark of Dragon’s Tears and each session yields new thresholds of experience

Naomi Jean
France
naomi.jean@gmail.com

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My one week visit to Lujan Matus –to learn Dragon’s Tears and Energy Tapping was the most worthwhile and amazing experience. Here are some notable aspects of my experience. Good descriptions of Dragon’s Tears and Tapping can be found elsewhere.

CONFRONTATIONS

During the week, Lujan used opportunities to ‘confront’ my destructive or negative behaviours. This means when he hears me speak an un-truth he immediately confronts me about it. He calls a spade ‘a spade’. Because we both know it’s the truth and because he does not back-off, there is no rationalising it away or putting it off. You have to face it right there.

Confrontations were instructional, scary, intense, eye-opening, unwanted, sudden, emotional, harrowing and uncompromising. And, I doubt any of the confrontations took more than 3 minutes. Lujan made sure I had put myself back together again sufficiently before the next confrontation –because, confrontations, most literally, shook me to pieces. The point however is growth in truth, not Castigation.

Confrontations had me realise the lengths I had gone to, and was willing to go to, to lie, to myself and others.

Incredibly, the power that drives these transformative encounters appears to be nothing other than ‘the truth’ –that’s all that ‘confronts’ one. After my experience I’ll tell you this: Nothing stands against the truth.

Throughout the week Lujan discussed several things that pertain to me personally. This was very insightful and valuable in its direct applicability.

ENERGY TAPPING

Lujan did not just teach Energy Tapping to me, he did it with me. Tapping opens channels in the body to assist in discovery and confrontation of hidden stuff that robs one of energy. It is demanding and designed to remain demanding as one progresses. Three mornings that week my shorts and T-shirt were fully drenched with sweat by the end of the 2 hour session.

DRAGON’S TEARS

Despite experience in learning movement forms, I struggled initially with learning the Dragon’s Tears, and the cause of that was the topic of another confrontation. This was another lesson in how self-deception leads to self-sabotage. After that I got it together. After some practice, some of these movements have begun to click somehow with what seems to be my body. I cannot say my mind comprehends it. It is unlike anything 7 years of dedicated Taijiquan practice has yielded. Of note is a sense of flowing.

PRIOR EXPERIENCE

Since I had martial art experience, Lujan incorporated this base of existing strengths and shared additional aspects with me both in Energy Tapping and Dragon’s Tears. In Tapping this included additional exercises for chi/qi development and training ‘iron shirt’ skill. In Dragon’s Tears more advanced approaches and movements were shared.

It would be an error to see either of these regimens as merely energy, physical, or martial arts training.

GAZING

At night Lujan taught gazing. Already on the first evening my ‘vision’ started to open. Gazing is a down-to-earth practice that is easy to do.

On the fourth night I got to experience formlessness consciously through gazing. Lujan was showing me how to make a star disappear as routine part of the practice, and it just wouldn’t work. Having read about it in testimonials I obviously wanted to see it. Lujan mentioned that he wonders what about my belief system is blocking this.

(However, there was something else: I really wanted to find out about Recapitulation while in Bali. But I forgot about it completely, and at that point it was the farthest thing from my mind.)
After voicing this, Lujan promptly moved on with the gazing session and guided me into a state of formlessness (yes- it is real!). At some point the use of gazing for recapitulation just ‘dawned’. Lujan explained it as if it had been there forever. Incredible! Somehow the need gets met –even though I forgot about it. Also, Lujan’s display of fluidity was an education in itself, since it was the direct enabler for this method to materialise.

LUJAN MATUS

I bear witness: Lujan proves that being fully in your truth, being impeccable, being who you are is not only possible, but the only worthwhile way to be. He proved that by being that.
I agree with all the wonderful traits, characteristics, etc. others attribute to him in their testimonials. How does someone you’ve just met feel like a best friend?
I believe spending time with Lujan on any endeavour would be valuable because he is impeccably formless.

While Lujan delivers, I am responsible to put the learning into practice.
I’ve booked to visit Lujan again and something in me, is already scared. I say this not as a warning, but as a knowing that Lujan will meet his mandate no matter the obstacles or my attempts to duck-and-dive the truth.

I thank you Nagual Lujan Matus. I wish words could convey the depth.

Henk Boshoff
South Africa
henkboshoff@gmail.com

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I used to experience considerable discomfit working at my computer, especially when actively sending or downloading from the web. It felt as if the radiation from the processor was slicing through my body, and this was in spite of using crystals, (both natural and manmade,) that were said to be protective.

After two weeks of practising dragon tears the discomfit was almost negligible. I gather from certain things that Lujan said on the course that my electromagnetic field was strengthened and so, I assume, that I am less susceptible to the influence of other electromagnetic fields. This is obviously of enormous benefit to me and it is astounding how quickly these results were achieved.

Christine Jacobsen
Cape Town
South Africa
christine.a.jacobsen@gmail.com

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My first encounter with Lujan at his talk on the 6th of April made a deep impression on me. I felt very unsettled throughout the whole evening after the talk. I needed deep silence. I needed to go deep into myself and to connect with the most real and honest part of me. That night I had a dream. I saw Lujan unraveling my solar plexus. It felt good. Both in my dream and after I woke up I felt unburdened, at ease and warm.

Every day throughout the training week I had new experiences. Dragon Tears activated something in me and the energy of these movements was working its way through my being. One day my mind stopped and I felt totally disoriented. I felt like I knew nothing about anything, I had no opinions, no thoughts, no desires, no ideas. The only thing which was holding me together was my breath and whatever I was doing at that moment.

Nothing existed outside of having tea and sandwich, or cooking lunch or washing dishes. No mental noise, no mind games, no rushing from thing to thing, no plans, no desire to finish with one activity and move to another. Even though at that moment it felt quite disturbing, now when I am looking back I know that was one of the most significant and tremendous experiences of my life.

The next day I felt clear and very comfortable to be whoever I was and wherever I was, not trying to be better, or more spiritual, or more anything. My center was very still and big. I was enough and it was a very unusual feeling. It was such a relief.

But the most important thing happened in a very painful way. One night after I shared one of my experiences, Lujan confronted me. Or rather he confronted not me but my mind and ego bullshit behind the story – the desire for approval, the desire for making an impression, deep-seated narcissism, not being in the moment, and so on and so forth. My ego was not prepared to be confronted in such a tough, ruthless way. I felt like I was hit in my solar plexus and was overwhelmed by fear and anger and shame. By not being soft with me and by not entertaining my “needs” Lujan gave me what I really needed. My ego needed to be confronted in a very rough way. Being confronted by a shaman and mystic is not the same as being confronted by an ordinary person. It transforms you. That night I couldn’t sleep until I went very deep inside my heart and looked brutally honestly at my motives and what often was driving me. I knew that from that night I would not be the same and the only way for me was to find my real self. Which was quite a revelation for me because I never thought I needed it, I had quite a strong opinion about who I was.

I was practicing Dragon Tears every day and began to meditate. I was practicing what Lujan was teaching – to empty myself. I managed to find this state when there was nothing but my body, my breath and my heart. I began to spend more and more time deep in my heart and saw vividly where in my life and in doing things I love I was driven by fear. I saw that I needed to change it.

Dragon Tears began to unravel things in me. I had to reexamine my life and see what really makes me happy, what sustains me, what skills do I have which help me to express myself creatively and to bring value to people’s lives. I saw that I was blocking myself in many ways and now felt that space opened up in me to explore and express my potential. I decided to learn new skills - to paint and to draw and to study fashion design.

These are completely new skills and I have to make baby steps to begin to master it. And here I had the biggest battle with my ego. I was bitten and bruised by it constantly telling me that I am a looser because I don’t have a career and that at the age of 38 people should already know what they do with their life, that I shouldn’t be making any “baby steps”, learning to draw tea pots but should dream and act big. During those couple of weeks of feeling completely blocked and destroyed by the nagging voice in my head Dragon Tears, meditation and dance were the only things that were keeping me sane. Dragon Tears were giving me an amazing clarity and peace of mind.

I had a very clear realization that at any point in my life, at any little thing I do I am exactly where I need to be at this moment and don’t want to be anywhere else. There is no goal, nowhere to go, nothing to improve, and that “future” is happening right now. I am amazed at how much energy, talent and beauty is being released when I am in such state of mind. I meet my real self when I am empty. How much of myself was twisted and blocked by raging and demanding ego. And how often my mind was making a fool of me with all its illusions, expectations and projections…

Dragon Tears give me more energy. Now I don’t need to take afternoon naps and I can dance for much-much longer without feeling tired or out of breath. Also I take hormonal tablets for my fertility treatment and the months when I take it I suffer from severe and uncontrollable mood swings. This month I had to take a double doze and was worried that it would make me psychotic. But surprisingly I felt no negative effect at all. I feel at peace, clear, well-balanced, open and blissful and attribute it to practicing Dragon Tears.

There is better flow of energy between me and other people. When I interact with people I empty myself of fear or projections, give myself to the moment. I just flow and see that amazing things come through me. I can give much more than I thought I could and I do it with ease and exuberance.
The challenge now is to practice this discipline every day, to clear my mind through meditation and help my energy to circulate freely through Dragon Tears, to stay empty, open, honest and fearless in every situation of the day and to let beauty flow through me. And to always keep it real.

Thank you, Kirst, for giving me an opportunity to meet this incredible man! ☺

Love
Vlada
Cape Town,
South Africa

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Never in my life did I imagine I would cross the World to participate in a healing workshop…so I believe that indeed, the Universe has unusual ways to provide us with answers…

I don’t have enough words to describe my experience with the Shamanic Healing of Nagual Lujan in Bali, since each day was different and rich with new experiences. The first time I met Lujan I saw a charismatic and welcoming guy. Then, as we talked I noticed he was kind, understanding, tolerant and amusing…but most of all, sensitive.

After my first impression, I had the opportunity to confront an old issue buried in my memory, that I kept to myself because I thought was to raise my personal consciousness. A healing journey has unpredictable results. Mostly, your own knowledge, detonating a guideline that allows you to reorganize you evolution, understand you path, and finally to become whole as a new being. I want to mention here that since the Nagual Lujan cleared my journey “seeing”, my understanding began….

As my week unfolded, my mind began releasing hidden emotions (with a special program he uses), my body relaxed with Lujan’s massages and at the end I reached a balance….

As we had been working, Lujan noticed an unbalance in my third eye…so he told me that the energy in my eyes was too strong, pointing out that my gaze could hurts certain people, so he calmed it down. As soon as he mentioned this, I remembered that in the past some people had gotten scared by my gaze. Even some of them saw my eyes changed to silvery color, and I always believe it was an exaggeration!

My experience in the gazing technique was an invaluable learning experience. For example, gazing at flowers’ energy was a fluid experience, finding it easy to locate the blue glow. Gazing at stars, let me just give you a hint, you cannot avoid feeling connected with the universe’s creation….and of course you will witness something spectacular!

But, gazing at stones was a different story. I felt the energy of the stones stronger, the light and darkness demanding, grasping my attention in unison…and Lujan’s voice in the background guiding me, and then it happened!

I saw how the stones became bigger and smaller as my eyes moved…I felt energy oppressing my forehead and the top of my head…then, suddenly Lujan stopped the exercise and said to me, you just had a glance into eternity…..

After my gazing exercise I had the privilege to observe dragon tears from Lujan…and I saw and felt something that is hard to explain with words because it was unreal, well….I guess that most people who practice with Dragon tears know and have felt this before, but to me, it was knew and I want to share it because I find it powerful.
So, for those who have seen the obvious, I apologize for my silliness and astonishment.

When Lujan was doing dragon tears I remember he was making a specific movement when simultaneously he shift into a shadow!…. after that as he changed posture his appearance changed into different animal shadows, or I believed so…..then I “saw” them.

I “saw and felt” power, strength, alertness, awareness, bravery, and so on…. when he was done, I couldn’t put together those unclear images and strong perceptions.

But after a recapitulation, I understood what each position is about…. it isn’t just to absorb energy from earth or life force, or whatever you’d like to call it, but it is also about acquiring animal traits! …………I know, I know, maybe for the Nagual Lujan’s followers all this is obvious….but not for me, and it was awesome to “see” it and “feel” it!!

The following night we gaze at plant’s energy and my experience was at first, just seeing, feeling, and smelling beauty, until the plants changed textures, light and shades…amazing.

Finally, I want to share with you an extraordinary peculiarity that I believe the Nagual Lujan possess. When I was with him I felt released and comfortable. I opened myself and I was able to trust him because his energy was strong, but kind of neutral.

This “neutrality” was kind of mysterious to me because I never felt somebody “neutral”. Until I realize that he has the perfect, and the strongest energy fusion, the androgynous, you know male female, light darkness…..maybe, it is his perpetual energy to coexist with people, I don’t know, I am only speculating….I think that a Nagual like Lujan is beyond energy gender or even an energy species.

I really recommend Lujan’s workshops, I assure you that you will meet a precious soul and an amazing healer!

Blanca
USA
BlancaGonzalez@aol.com

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I went to meet Lujan after having communicated with him online for a couple of years. I felt it would be beneficial to learn dragon’s tears and tapping and my wife wanted to do shamanic healing. Lujan called us a day later to stop by and visit, he was much different in person than I expected him to be. I knew he was powerful but I didn’t envision him being so light and humorous.

Everything was enjoyable with him because of his approach. I was able to see my path much clearer talking with and just being around him. I felt completely silent and empty for nearly the entire two weeks there.

The tears was immediately altering, I saw Lujan’s head as a ball of white light just from executing the first movements with him. My hands felt and then looked like thick watery gloves were over them with a numbing sensation in my fingers. I feel as if I have been in a deep meditation after each session. I have been doing both practices for a month now and feel the effects keeping me feeling centered and feeling very resilient physically.

The tapping was very challenging, I wasn’t aware that I could work out so intensely on a daily basis. Although it is very challenging it is very rewarding and enjoyable as well. I notice I prefer doing both practices in very dim lighting as my eyes become very sensitive.

At one point after doing tapping with Lujan, I experienced a formless state of becoming everything around me and losing my body, my surroundings appeared like shiny black liquid and I felt limitless. Afterwards I felt like something energetic had been cleared and was allowed to flow freely mostly in my chest.

Since this everything not only feels but looks different, especially light, it looks thicker now and more brilliant, like there is more substance to it. When I first finished and went outside everything looked like a glowing painting and still does after each execution. Lujan pointed out to me exactly what is delivered from the practice that day outside his house, every day I look and see the same depth and mystery now.

Forms appear to be very fluid visually, especially living beings I often see fluctuating light within now. I also feel everything with greater intensity, yet with more detachment.

Lujan saw me differently than anyone else and to a greater depth. His responses shattered everything I had doubted and avoided about myself. I was most altered by his encouragement, that I could extend myself and assist in positive change. I find myself unconcerned with things which used to bother me now in my daily life. Primarily pressures and influences from my environment, I feel very shielded and unavailable now, despite the fact that they are even more obvious.

What I received from Lujan was a great service and gift of his knowledge and friendship. Both practices are useful with consistently powerful and immediate results. States and insights which can take lifetimes to reach suddenly become available.

The fact that they further increase awareness and energy through daily execution illustrated to me the investment they are as opposed to simply being a cost. I have no doubts I have a made a wise investment in this endeavor. I recommend anyone who seeks to empower themselves to visit him.

All of our accommodations were very affordable and tasteful and the island was very lovely. The only thing I will try and do differently next time is to stay longer and learn more.
With love.

Two lizards
United States
twolizards@ymail.com

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I went to see Lujan after reading about his shamanic healing program. I really did not know what to expect as I had only read some of his writing and the testimonials. My husband and I went to Bali together to learn and heal.

After my first session, I had a profound sense of well being and could feel my energy moving inside me differently. Lujan could sense which organs in my body were weakened, and by the end of the shamanic healing, my body and heartbeat were becoming stronger, I could actually feel these physical changes. I have been able to breathe deeper and easier than ever before.

Lujan also showed me some simple stretches to alleviate pain in my abdominal area, and to also help strengthen the spleen. The body work and Lujan’s counsel has definitely helped me feel more balanced and calmed my mind.
The first week I also did gazing, this was an amazing experience. I had no idea what gazing was, so I was very open to what was about to happen. Learning about the quadrants of the eyes was very interesting. I saw the blue glow from the yellow flowers and vase almost immediately. Then, one of the plants Lujan had in the room behind the table, glowed a brilliant blue, on just the frond that I could see peeking out from behind. I wasn’t even sure if that was supposed to be happening. Wow!

By the second evening I had an altered feeling following the gazing. I also saw a blue vortex spinning towards me. My body felt weightless for this very short time before I had to stop looking into it and tell Lujan what I was seeing. He said it was a message. I was very excited to have experienced this, and Lujan’s enthusiastic support confirmed my feelings and thoughts of there being more to the universe than what is seen.

Outside he asked me to pick an object that stood out to me, I chose wind chimes and watched as he moved them from across the yard, without touching them. They bent upwards, not as if wind was blowing them, but as if an invisible string was pulling them. However, one of the most thrilling experiences was when Lujan and I sat on the porch, he asked me to look into his eyes. (This was a little hard to do, because I could feel his power, and it made me a little nervous just staring into his eyes)

I did this for about a minute, he said, “very interesting.” It was then he told me, he could see my lizard Toshio’s eyes, coming thru mine. I found this so cool, as I spend many hours, looking at and talking softly to him, almost as if he was there with me or protecting me. Lujan asked me to repeat this again, looking into his eyes.

Again I felt nervous for the short minute that I did this, however this time I saw Lujan totally different. I saw the Jaguar. Clearly. Like a transparency of this animal was placed over Lujan’s face. ( It’s giving me chills even now writing about it.) For some reason, I was embarrassed to come out and say what I saw. I told him I saw a large forest predator, like something I’ve seen in books. But really I knew what I had seen right away. I don’t know why I felt embarrassed to come straight out and tell him?

I can say honestly, that after spending 2 weeks meeting with Lujan, in a variety of situations, he is a true friend. I am hoping next time we meet, I won’t feel afraid or embarrassed to say or ask him anything that is on my mind. He is not here to judge, but to listen. I have a very, very hard time putting my thoughts, and emotions into words, and it was nice that Lujan could understand what I was trying to say. If only I could have remembered the many questions I had, that I seemed to forget when I saw him.( Good advice, write them down.)

Maerin
Colorado
USA
etmandi@aol.com

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