Never in my life did I imagine I would cross the World to participate in a healing workshop…so I believe that indeed, the Universe has unusual ways to provide us with answers…
I don’t have enough words to describe my experience with the Shamanic Healing of Nagual Lujan Matus in Bali, since each day was different and rich with new experiences. The first time I met Lujan I saw a charismatic and welcoming guy. Then, as we talked I noticed he was kind, understanding, tolerant and amusing…but most of all, sensitive.
After my first impression, I had the opportunity to confront an old issue buried in my memory, that I kept to myself because I thought was to raise my personal consciousness. A healing journey has unpredictable results. Mostly, your own knowledge, detonating a guideline that allows you to reorganize you evolution, understand you path, and finally to become whole as a new being. I want to mention here that since the Nagual Lujan Matus cleared my journey “seeing”, my understanding began….
As my week unfolded, my mind began releasing hidden emotions (with a special program he uses), my body relaxed with Lujan’s massages and at the end I reached a balance….
As we had been working, Lujan noticed an unbalance in my third eye…so he told me that the energy in my eyes was too strong, pointing out that my gaze could hurts certain people, so he calmed it down. As soon as he mentioned this, I remembered that in the past some people had gotten scared by my gaze. Even some of them saw my eyes changed to silvery color, and I always believe it was an exaggeration!
My experience in the gazing technique was an invaluable learning experience. For example, gazing at flowers’ energy was a fluid experience, finding it easy to locate the blue glow. Gazing at stars, let me just give you a hint, you cannot avoid feeling connected with the universe’s creation….and of course you will witness something spectacular!
But, gazing at stones was a different story. I felt the energy of the stones stronger, the light and darkness demanding, grasping my attention in unison…and Lujan’s voice in the background guiding me, and then it happened!
I saw how the stones became bigger and smaller as my eyes moved…I felt energy oppressing my forehead and the top of my head…then, suddenly Lujan stopped the exercise and said to me, you just had a glance into eternity…..
After my gazing exercise I had the privilege to observe dragons tears from Lujan…and I saw and felt something that is hard to explain with words because it was unreal, well….I guess that most people who practice with Dragon tears know and have felt this before, but to me, it was knew and I want to share it because I find it powerful.
So, for those who have seen the obvious, I apologize for my silliness and astonishment.
When Lujan was doing dragon tears I remember he was making a specific movement when simultaneously he shift into a shadow!…. after that as he changed posture his appearance changed into different animal shadows, or I believed so…..then I “saw” them.
I “saw and felt” power, strength, alertness, awareness, bravery, and so on…. when he was done, I couldn’t put together those unclear images and strong perceptions.
But after a recapitulation, I understood what each position is about…. it isn’t just to absorb energy from earth or life force, or whatever you’d like to call it, but it is also about acquiring animal traits! …………I know, I know, maybe for the Nagual Lujan’s followers all this is obvious….but not for me, and it was awesome to “see” it and “feel” it!!
The following night we gaze at plant’s energy and my experience was at first, just seeing, feeling, and smelling beauty, until the plants changed textures, light and shades…amazing.
Finally, I want to share with you an extraordinary peculiarity that I believe the Nagual Lujan possess. When I was with him I felt released and comfortable. I opened myself and I was able to trust him because his energy was strong, but kind of neutral.
This “neutrality” was kind of mysterious to me because I never felt somebody “neutral”. Until I realize that he has the perfect, and the strongest energy fusion, the androgynous, you know male female, light darkness…..maybe, it is his perpetual energy to coexist with people, I don’t know, I am only speculating….I think that a Nagual like Lujan Matus is beyond energy gender or even an energy species.