Sensing the Personal Power of Lujan Matus through his books

This application for the Parallel Perception Scholarship Program was submitted by Endre. If you would like to vote for Endre please leave a comment at the end of this blog post.


I’m 20 years old, and I really like to do sports and I love to train. Bicycling is one of my passions, competing since age of thirteen. When I was 16 years old I got serious problems with my heart, it didn’t take long before I was totally depleted and exhausted. A year later I completed a successful heart surgery, but energetically I was not the same. My desperation for change brought me into Zen Buddhism and soon after Carlos Castanedas books. I was in heaven. I read a lot, learning and studying. I felt something empty in my heart being filled with purpose.

This autumn I came over Lujan Matus books and soon after buyed his two books. I think it’s beautiful that there exist a person with so much knowledge and wisdom. Think about what this man has done and can do for people. It’s truly admirable and he is very inspirational.

My experience with Lujan Matus wisdom is not much, but when reading his first book TAOSSP I often get a wondrous feeling. It must be his personal power reaching trough the book. Below I have tried to describe this feeling into words:

“I’m free. Free from personal history, agendas. I have nothing to prove, nothing to defend. I have no opinion on anything.

Every fear and worry dissipates. Nothing is more important than anything else. Nothing is either right of wrong. Free. I do not want to control anything. Everybody and everything is equal.

At the same time everything is filled to the brim and there exists only love and happiness.

Take aim and fly up in the sky. Buoyant and Free you can dance.”

This feeling is so good and strong. It must be beautiful to see and meet Lujan.

For me this is a path with heart. Hopefully one day I can meet him and learn from him. I deeply want this. Maybe this scholarship makes it possible.

Since I first saw the Parallel Perception Scholarship Program I have been thinking about whether or not I should participate. I refer to Paul aka Smalls sentence: “Who am I to judge whether I am worthy or not. Just as I cannot judge another, I can’t judge myself” This gave me a realization. Now, I’m very happy to get the opportunity to apply for this program.

I’m very impressed by all the others essays written, and it will be hard to win, but I hope that somebody out there would give me a vote.

I want you all to have a nice and good day.

Fly free towards love and light


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  1. Thank you to remind me this passage of Lujan’s book, it inspires me again. Thank you.

  2. Loved your essay, Endre. Good luck to you. I hope you will get to see Lujan.

  3. Well, you certainly have my vote. “I have no opinion on anything.” The flat out wisdom of this statement is arresting. I feel humbled by the purity of your spirit and youth.

  4. I hear the Buoyant Child speaking !
    Lifting me up :)

    Thank you from my heart Endre

    Good Luck !

  5. How fortunate to be still very young and learning in this way.

  6. Endre, i am voting for you, your direct humble simplicity opened my heart with such a good feeling. your heart is carrying a frequency of great intelligence i feel its only just beginning to show you.

  7. good luck, Endre

  8. I really enjoyd your essay. I like the part when you say you got “nothing to prove, nothing to defend”! It makes me think that humans one day can do stuff based on what they want, not what other people expect. I really hope you would get the chance to meat Lujan!

  9. Well, you certainly have my vote. “I have no opinion on anything.” The flat out wisdom of this statement is arresting. I feel humbled by the purity of your spirit and youth.

  10. I would like to be considered for the Eight Gates of Dreaming Aware special opportunity.

    I have experienced short periods of inner silence and the feeling of comfort and happiness this brings is extraordinary. In that moment I feel merged with the surroundings, unity. Its something that gives meaning and clarity to my life. To experience long periods of inner silence must be beautiful. I hope I can undertake this online program with Lujan and feel the magic that lies within this world.

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