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Recognising your path is not a linear activity, for how do we know what we recognise, other than feeling familiarity with what becomes before it does. The more time I trace through reading the books from Lujan Matus and contributing to his forum, the less linear my experience is with what I have learnt here and how it has potentiated my awareness. Yet this is impossible to agree with, because the more I recognise what is less linear, the less I have ever been in a linear experience. The difference is that I have come to recognise myself without pressure, to let go of myself, to let go into everythingness, like a ping back to home. Lujan’s frequency rings the doorbell to home, because in recognising myself, I recognise more clearly the everythingness, without questions.
Like the chicken and the egg never really being before or after each other, there has been a geometry of pings. One day, the phone rang, and the voice said “PING!”, which sounded like “Hi Phe you must be one of Lujan’s friends”. I said “Who?” which sounded like “PING!” and this ricocheted through a kindly loaned book to the person called Lujan. He showed up in my next dream, and basically said “PING!”, which is a much longer story outside of its origami form. As origami, it could fold into a Buddha, a rollercoaster on a luminous path, a memory of practising movement forms, a group mind able to relocate through movements, a form of space creation through vocal toning, and an infinity of other folds that are all heart shaped light. With every interaction on Lujan’s forum or with his books, the light folds, the light pings, glimmering with recognition to my feet along my path and playing me like I’m a singing bowl. It’s like walking along wet luminescent sand, reflecting where to go, because it already has become and I remember. As I remember, the linears become geometries, moving and unpackaging and becoming ever more fluid and interconnective.
One particularly Pingful day on the forum, Lujan wrote to me,
“you are so very close to the workings of precognition and its related functioning to the third eye. You will obtain a lot from the up and coming book.
What I have noticed in the forum of late is a gathering momentum; an unspoken knowing of those that have been subject to the information and this in itself has created an unusual ebb in the fabric.
And it is also time that this facility within every human being awakens appropriately at this very crucial moment that is forever ahead of us, behind us, witnessing the moment that continually escapes us.
I will give you one clue. It is a principle of controlled folly. Be aware of your heart center as you watch another. Do not seek validation while you witness. Be of service to the folly that presents itself with 100% of your integrity. By virtue of this you will become impeccable and the literal meaning of this word is to be without sin and to be without sin is not to regret anything you have done and will propel you into everything you will be doing with the power of not wanting recognition.”
And so it was, has been and will be that I obtained an indescribable lot from doing the practices in the book, Awakening the Third Eye. For anyone that comes into contact with the information and love that Lujan transmits, the ping continues to pass back and forth gathering momentum, telepathing unspoken knowing, toning awareness like sonic architecture, and potentiating emptiness and everythingness.
The depths of not seeking validation is the most humble and simple method of healing the heart that I have learnt. The heart relaxes and stops referencing itself to externals, which stops it being drained by illusory pressures. The heart and somatic wisdom carry the ping like a singing bowl transmitting the sounds of the universe, translating the truth with authentic, playful, creative, free, simple intelligence in joyful perception of what is.
Living out the learning of movement forms with Lujan is inevitable for me, and yet moving towards that has also tasked my physical life in really strong ways to get me there. Abundance that was easy before, pulled the rug out and required for me rebuild, retreat and simplify. This has all enabled for me to anchor to this planet in a way that I could only do when I realized that I am everything, and yet so much falls away because it is irrelevant to emptiness and everythingness.
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