Since I ve got a mail from Parallel Perception website, I decided to write. I don t expect anything, just to feel I’ve done something.
Sorry about my English, I am from small Europe country and I haven’t wrote in that language since school.
My question is: can you help me. I am sure you can if that is the right thing to be done. The problem is: I don t know anything at all. I feel somehow lost. 21 years ago I had to solve a problem. I needed a miracle. I decided to do one and I was successful, almost perfect. It takes me 20 years. I had a lot of obstacles and one help: The books of Castaneda.
Now: what is wrong with me? I can’t cure myself. I am in pain. In a way I love pain; it tells me what I have to solve.
I know I will know the point on the end. But I could use some help. Perhaps just a word from someone from the same world. I feel alone, I am ok with that. But on the other side I know that by being alone in the whole universe I just don t have a chance.
Thank you for reading.
Polona Novak from Slovenia
The only thing I can say to your letter to me is, apply yourself to every circumstance that arises in your life – which are your moment-to- moment applications – with integrity.
Allow all your decisions to be heartfelt and free of any agenda, guarded only by the purpose of acting without regret. For this you must look for your patterns.
Everything that you have read thus far, in terms of assimilating information intellectually, must be put aside. When you realize that you cannot interfere with what is then you will learn to be very careful about what you plan to do and this is where you will find those hidden patterns within yourself. This is where you may be trapped in a repetitious loop.
Every new moment of everyone’s life requires fresh eyes and if they are not fresh, clear and clean then the overruling agenda of that second-hand attention will interfere with the clarity of the moment that is continually escaping you.
To be wise is to bring the clarity of innocence into the heart space of wisdom. For this you must be without thought or pre-structured compartmentalized ideologies to find your purest reservoir that is infinitely boundless and is ultimately connected to the heart of everybody that you meet.
Through the synchronous resonance of each heartbeat aligning with each other, collective wisdom is found thus personal peace is arrived upon.