For the past few weeks I’d been worrying about the future, what I’m going to do etc. and finally noticed I’ve been in my head a lot and in a loop.
Anyhow, the other morning I did my practice. I lapsed in and out of visions while practicing. As always, Lujan, you were by my side helping me to remember the gestures correctly. By the time I got to Dragon’s Tears another kind of vision started. We were standing at the precipice of two different worlds / layers / paradigms. Each gesture gained meaning as we kept entering with the tips of our fingers and palms into this other layer, teasing and weaving energy onto our physical body.
We were literally weaving light wings and binding it onto our body, packing the light from there onto our dantien, and the terms “Galactic Butterfly” and “light-worker” gained a new meaning. We were mixing and crossing our energy with that place’s and bringing small pieces of it over here. The more we packed, the more we were becoming attuned to the other side. It became clear to me why we should practice every day, then rest on Sundays, which was for the binding to take hold.
As we were finishing with Dragon’s Tears and making my final gesture and the energy filled in my hands… then squeezing, the energy in my hands had become whole galaxies and the squeeze pushed them into becoming a blacker and denser universe… then we were in space -the energy in my hands burst into supernova- and we became the universe.
The release was so perfect that I could hear a little pop going down to the pores on my back, even which became released. As empty of myself, as we were all the universe… It was a little gift for me to take back as a reference point for that feeling of complete letting go.
It was like there is nothing to do, but be. Perfect stillness, but not empty. Ripe with everything, yet nothing that ought to be done, and hence nothing left undone or incomplete.
That’s a great experience. What I would like you to notice when you are doing the Dragon’s Tears is that when you place your hands in the golden turtle lock at the back, are your bones jumping? This is one of the first stages of one of the effects of Dragon’s Tears.
Next you should notice that your shins begin to rotate, as if spiraling. This is the beginning phase of levitation.
Never resist the rocking back and forward. It is part of the process.
Lots of love, Lujan.