Lo Ban Pai
At some point in my life I started to realize something basic was wrong with the way I had experienced my reality. I was sad, worried, angry or feeling anxiety most of the time even on occasions where I was supposed to feel happiness.
This realization had made me start looking for some answers; something that would help me feel happy. I remember telling my husband that I feel my vision of life is wrong and that I need to find a good eye doctor to fix it.
I realized that the way I perceive things cannot be true as it created mainly suffering. I just knew there had to be something I am not seeing. I have started to learn and do many things connected to spirituality, reading books, yoga, healing programs, meditations and then I read The Art of Stalking Parallel Perception. I felt a deep need for more. I found out that Lujan was teaching and signed for Skype lessons and for the two-week Dragon’s Tears program.
After two weeks of being with Lujan I feel I have left as a different person. I have hope and love in my heart.
How can I explain how it feels to be faced with clear truth?
My mind was arguing and my body was aching. While Lujan was pointing out and showing me my lies and programs, with endless patience he kept showing me the truth over and over until I saw it and all that was needed for me was to be able to drop my resistance and seeing came out like magic.
My programs created controlling issues, righteousness, a need to be dominant and fear. When seen I was left with freedom, with emptiness and with a deep realizations that have changed me forever.
All that came out was accepted. No judgment just truth. In every session we had talked and learned the Dragon’s Tears movements. These movements made me feel connected to something so beautiful and precious.
When I practice I am in truth. I can’t explain it in words. All I know is that after these two weeks Lujan had given me an amazing gift.
These movements keeps the memory of being myself in truth alive, the seeing of my programs more clear and my need to be free of all of them more profound. My heart remembers and my body does too.
I am endlessly grateful.
All My Love,
Miya and her training partner Andrea were the most diligent practitioners I have ever come across. This gave me the opportunity to teach them some movements from “Walking the Tao” and the result of this was to open their central channels.
This is a very difficult thing to talk about upon remembrance but maybe Miya, this will be enough to jog your memory to write a comment down below, because these movements combined with the Dragon’s Tears create an extreme capacity to be in a state of communion, and then opening up the central channel to its feeling capacity of its full potential.
When this occurs, the practitioner uncontrollably pants rapidly and more than often cries with relief to realize that they are free within their limitations.
Miya, do you remember the internal lotus flowers you saw, and also the external one? Everyone would love to hear about this.