Healing the Planet Through Being of Service


This application for the 2017 Parallel Perception Scholarship was submitted by Rashmi. If you would like to offer your support for Rashmi please leave a comment at the end of this blog post.

I came across Lujan Matus a while ago while googling information on a leopard’s tooth as a totem for my sons healing and became interested in his teachings.

I haven’t really delved into the books which Lujan kindly offered for free but I know in my heart there is something in them for me. I keep reading here and there but I need to resolve to finish reading one book at a time and absorb it . I can barely wait to read Shadows in the Twilight, which I am looking forward to receiving by post any day soon. At the same time I have been interested in Qigong and Tai Chi.

I barely give ‘time’ to myself and instead focus on being a responsible housewife. There have been a great many challenges in my life and I wish I could understand and love my family and accept them for who they are.

I have twin boys and their lives and stories have affected me greatly.I just wish I could go back to their childhood days and loved them even more for sometimes I feel their lives and stories would have been different if I had known myself better and then their upbringing would not have been the same. I never really bonded with them. Life was just something that was happening.

The last four weeks has been frightening. I underwent an angioplasty and something doesn’t feel the same. Death is right here whispering in my ears. And there’s fear!

Fear of what? I question myself time and again. And now how can I not love ?

The world is my mirror and no matter what I have to return love for hate. People’s behaviours are because of a lack of awareness and I have to work on myself instead of throwing justifications on how they should behave.

I also empathize with the world around me. There is disease and suffering all around.Living my truth would heal the web of dismay into one of unity and tolerance and Love.

I would like to transform worry into confidence and be guided by the Living Intelligence. I would like to empower myself with Lo Ban Pai and interacting with Lujan .

Our entire planet needs to be healed and I want to be of service.

Much love to all of you,


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  1. Rasmi, I really enjoyed reading this and hear echos of my own voice from the days I first began reading Lujan’s books and being exposed to him via other Internet means. When I picked up my first book about six years ago I could not put it down, and it is that way today. Of all the teachers I have had, his teaching has had the most profound impact and I flowed with it through all other teachings I received.

    I still read his writings often and am constantly seeing and feeling it just a bit differently as my awareness illuminates more facets of life.

    Good luck. The past two years I have applied, and last year I made the Top 10 so to speak, and now today, in this moment, I wait patiently for Who Am I.

  2. You’re in the right place, Rashmi.

  3. Dear Rashmi, I love your courage and really appreciate you sharing where you’re at. Many blessings to you – may the road rise up to meet you.
    With love.

  4. Thank you, Rashmi, for your words. Thank you, Lujan, for this initiative.

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